Because you could also read it as "why the hells haven't I spent more time like this, lying in a hammock, instead of rushing around at my regular job?"
Or even as, "this is what most people would say, that I've wasted my life by spending all day in this hammock, but have I?"
Instead of "this is what's around me, life moving in pathways, and I'm here, stuck."
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Because you could also read it as "why the hells haven't I spent more time like this, lying in a hammock, instead of rushing around at my regular job?"
Or even as, "this is what most people would say, that I've wasted my life by spending all day in this hammock, but have I?"
Instead of "this is what's around me, life moving in pathways, and I'm here, stuck."