seamusd.livejournal.comDavid Wojahn
Dirge Sung with Marianne Faithful
The heart laid siege upon too long. The heart
imploding starlike on its violent chambers.
Dope-sick, booze-sick, heart-sick heart, cliche
and creaking ruby-colored rope. Piaf-throated heart,
its whiskey trill, noosed tonight against the notes of
"Madame George," its plundered ravishments
and ventricles. The heart most shut and always
the heart most naked, inward-traveling heart,
and always away from us. Heart in the form
of a single spot, the Bottom Line in Nineteen
Eighty-something, though her hair's still golden,
impossibly long, and the song remains
her ravaged "As Tears Go By." Her 'Sing about me
when I die and I'll come back to haunt you.'
Cliche and ruby-colored rope: when I hear her I can only
feel terror; when I hear her I can only
think of you. It is the evening of the day.
It is memory and the coffin-narrow bedroom
of the rented house in London, and the figures that I can't
make out, one of them strung-out and shivering,
are you and I upon the lambent sheets. And you
still living, though the thread that bound you there
was not my arms, not my fingers that stroked
damp hair, but only "Strange Weather," then again
strange weather, bass pulse, cymbal-brush slur, her growl
and wail trembling the tiny speaker, yellow ember
of the tape deck's dial, over and over, bristling through
our dream-rinsed sleepless night. Let me leave this place,
your voices' dual necromancy, mingling of terror,
lament and rave: fetal with the shakes,
punctum of the needle marks, blue ellipses
laddering the arms. Let me leave this place
unhaunted, love. How sad the inward-
traveling heart. How sad the heart when it has won.
(from The Falling Hour, U. of Pittsburgh Press, 1997)