[identity profile] switchercat.livejournal.com
They lied, my friend. They injected
their despair beneath your skin
like a parasitic insect laying eggs
in the body of another species.

Nothing they said is true,
everything about you is honorable. Every pore
that opens and closes—a multitude
along the expanse of your body, the
follicles from which hair sprouts
emerging again and again like spiders’ floss
spun from a limitless source.

Your feet with thickened nails. Your anger . . . )
[identity profile] shadowdancer909.livejournal.com
Relax
 
Bad things are going to happen.
Your tomatoes will grow a fungus
and your cat will get run over.
Someone will leave the bag with the ice cream
melting in the car and throw
your blue cashmere sweater in the drier.
Your husband will sleep
with a girl your daughter’s age, her breasts spilling
out of her blouse. Or your wife
will remember she’s a lesbian
and leave you for the woman next door. The other cat –
the one you never really liked — will contract a disease
that requires you to pry open its feverish mouth
every four hours for a month.

Your parents will die. )
[identity profile] flyingrat42.livejournal.com
Pray to whomever you kneel down to:
Jesus nailed to his wooden or plastic cross,
his suffering face bent to kiss you,
Buddha still under the bo tree in scorching heat,
Adonai, Allah. Raise your arms to Mary
that she may lay her palm on our brows,
to Shekhina, Queen of Heaven and Earth,
to Inanna in her stripped descent.

Then pray to the bus driver who takes you to work.
On the bus, pray for everyone riding that bus,
for everyone riding buses all over the world.
Drop some silver and pray.

Waiting in line for the movies, for the ATM,
for your latte and croissant, offer your plea.
Make your eating and drinking a supplication.
Make your slicing of carrots a holy act,
each translucent layer of the onion, a deeper prayer.

To Hawk or Wolf, or the Great Whale, pray.
Bow down to terriers and shepherds and Siamese cats.
Fields of artichokes and elegant strawberries.

Make the brushing of your hair
a prayer, every strand its own voice,
singing in the choir on your head.
As you wash your face, the water slipping
through your fingers, a prayer: Water,
softest thing on earth, gentleness
that wears away rock.

Making love, of course, is already prayer.
Skin, and open mouths worshipping that skin,
the fragile cases we are poured into.

If you're hungry, pray. If you're tired.
Pray to Gandhi and Dorothy Day.
Shakespeare. Sappho. Sojourner Truth.

When you walk to your car, to the mailbox,
to the video store, let each step
be a prayer that we all keep our legs,
that we do not blow off anyone else's legs.
Or crush their skulls.
And if you are riding on a bicycle
or a skateboard, in a wheelchair, each revolution
of the wheels a prayer as the earth revolves:
less harm, less harm, less harm.

And as you work, typing with a new manicure,
a tiny palm tree painted on one pearlescent nail
or delivering soda or drawing good blood
into rubber-capped vials, writing on a blackboard
with yellow chalk, twirling pizzas--

With each breath in, take in the faith of those
who have believed when belief seemed foolish,
who persevered. With each breath out, cherish.

Pull weeds for peace, turn over in your sleep for peace,
feed the birds, each shiny seed
that spills onto the earth, another second of peace.
Wash your dishes, call your mother, drink wine.

Shovel leaves or snow or trash from your sidewalk.
Make a path. Fold a photo of a dead child
around your VISA card. Scoop your holy water
from the gutter. Gnaw your crust.
Mumble along like a crazy person, stumbling
your prayer through the streets. 
 

(from the poet's website)

.

Jul. 25th, 2009 01:28 pm
[identity profile] thetasteless.livejournal.com

The Thing Is
by Ellen Bass


To love life, to love it even
when you have no stomach for it
and everything you've held dear
crumbles like burnt paper in your hands,
your throat filled with the silt of it.
When grief sits with you, its tropical heat
thickening the air, heavy as water
more fit for gills than lungs;
when grief weights you like your own flesh
only more of it, an obesity of grief,
you think, How can a body withstand this?
Then you hold life like a face
between your palms, a plain face,
no charming smile, no violet eyes,
and you say, yes, I will take you
I will love you, again.


--

Didn't see this in the tags, though that could be unreliable, I'm pretty sure this hasn't been posted recently.
[identity profile] arielblue.livejournal.com
3 A.M. FEEDING

Zeke whines softly and nudges
my door. In the wash of moonlight
his black face gleams level with mine,
the large jaw politely closed, the eyes wide open.
His expression never varies, but I know
what he wants. Yesterday he found a nest
of kittens on the side of the road
and though I can't hear them mewing, he can.
I'm too old for this, I think
as I throw on a robe and heat a cup of milk
in the microwave. My mother's in the hospital.
I have to fly back East. What am I doing
saving cats the world has too many of anyway?

The scraps of fur are up, trembling
on their skinny legs. It's all they can do
to hold up the balloons of their heads.
Their eyes are oozing, swollen shut.
Two take the dropper, but the smallest
doesn't want to eat at all, opens
her mouth only to cry. Her tongue
is the size of a baby's thumbnail, and almost
as thin. I pry apart the tiny splinter teeth
and squirt a little milk, most of which
leaks back out. Meanwhile

Zeke is in the zone, nabbing
each one as it wobbles, blindly
into his sphere. He's serene as a massive
star, culling stray bits of matter
as they wander into his gravitational field.
One at a time, he pins them with a tender
paw and sets about their baths
with his huge, dry tongue.

He's been at it all day, trotting
back and forth, a zealous waiter,
anxious to bring whatever's required—
another bottle of wine? more coffee? perhaps
the cheesecake or crème brûlée? Like
Nureyev, Mother Teresa, Stephen King,
he's found what he was born for.

As I top off the last kitten, Zeke
goes at the bottoms of the others, as their mother
would do, urging them to deliver,
licking up the miniature pees and poops.
And when they're all finally settled
in the great warm arc of his body, he sighs
and lets his eyelids drift down with satisfaction.

I shuffle back to bed with a prayer:
Let me be Zeke. Let me rush
to each moment with his devotion,
eager to lick even the ass of life.

--Ellen Bass
[identity profile] quiet-flame.livejournal.com
GATE C 22
by Ellen Bass


At gate C 22 in the Portland airport
a man in a broad-band leather hat kissed
a woman arriving from Orange County.
They kissed and kissed and kissed. Long after

the other passengers clicked the handles of their carry-ons
and wheeled briskly toward short-term parking,
the couple stood there, arms wrapped around each other
like satin ribbons tying up a gift. And kissing.

Like she'd just staggered off the boat at Ellis Island,
like she'd been released from ICU, snapped
out of a coma, survived bone cancer, made it down
from Annapurna in only the clothes she was wearing.

Neither of them was young. His beard was gray.
She carried a few extra pounds you could imagine
she kept saying she had to lose. But they kissed lavish
kisses like the ocean in the early morning

of a calm day at Big Sur, the way it gathers
and swells, taking each rock slowly
in its mouth, sucking it under, swallowing it
again and again. We were all watching—

the passengers waiting for the delayed flight to San Jose,
the stewardesses, the pilots, the aproned woman icing
Cinnabons, the guy selling sunglasses. We couldn't
look away. We could taste the kisses, crushed

in our mouths like the liquid centers of chocolate cordials.
But the best part was his face. When he drew back
and looked at her, his smile soft with wonder, almost
as though he were a mother still

opened from giving birth, like your mother
must have looked at you,
no matter what happened after—
if she beat you, or left you, or you're lonely now—

you once lay there, the vernix
not yet wiped off and someone gazing at you
like you were the first sunrise seen from the earth.
The whole wing of the airport hushed,

each of us trying to slip into that woman's middle-aged body,
her plaid bermuda shorts, sleeveless blouse,
little gold hoop earrings, glasses,
all of us, tilting our heads up.

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